haiz...ni je aku leh buat..aku tahu ramai org baca blog aku ni..honestly aku rasa tak senangla kalau ramai org baca.aku write not 2 impress sape2..padahal tym dulu kita 3 org bukak blog ni,ape kita tulis ni utk kita ketawa sesama sendrik n mengadu naseb..ape aku tulis pon banyak sgt personel joke btween membes2 aku je..tapi btol aku tak sangka ramai org baca..membes aku ramai bilang aku patot aku kena rasa bangga ramai org baca blog kita 3 org ni..bangga?? sial la aku tulis maki2 ,aku nak bangga ke?? aku bukan ape cuma aku tanak tanggung je dosa2 korang..kan kalau korang baca entry kita korang pon terikut maki bodo..kalau korang nak elak kan dosa aku rasa korang fuck off sua,go fuck urself..aku tanak nanti tym korang da mampos kene soal kubor ,bila kene soal "wahai *sekian sekian* kenape masa kau idup kau suke maki2" ....korang jgn lak jawab " aku maki2 sebab aku baca entry bobo".. ar meh sini sedot kalau korng jawab ni mcm..jgn nak salakan aku lak..kubor lu,lu jawab...kubor wa,wa jawab...kekeke..kan da bobal arwu arwu... aku skarang tgh btolnye bingit la dgn kakak aku sik search tu..bingittt sak wa,otak mati siol ni kakak... eh search ape sak ko?? prangai ko eh abes2 mcm bapak ko dahi cap nonok..asal la ko nak ikut mcm dia,nak jadi dahi cap konek..antara kita 3 bradek ko slalu la besa2,puji2 bapak ko..ko btolnye sanje defensif kalau kalau kita bobal pasal bapak or mak tiri cina bukit ko..tu psal la ko nye prangai saling tak tumpah mcm bapak ko..dua2 pandai bobal,korang dua2 keje pangkat tinggi,gaji besa tapi korang dua jgakla tak abes hidup menyusahkan org.. kepepuki la search,ko ingat ko nak jadi mcm Nabi eh kawin 4..ko baru je cerai brape bulan nak kawin lagi satu..ape sak ko?? gila konek kepe?? ok la actualy ko kawin lagi satu,at least banyak2 benda ko buat kawin 3 la aku rasa ko ikut agama..jgn tak jadi la kawin lagi satu genapkan 4..tros ko da sama peringkat mcm Nabi.. mentang2 la Nabi kawin janda ko pon nak ikut la kawin duda..anak 5 lagi sey..untung sak aku dapat abg ipar baru dgn anak sedara baru..bederet lak tu..buy 1 get 5 free kepe search?? setahu aku great singapore sale dabes pe,mana sak ko dapat ni lobang?? aku tak psal la bakal laki ko banyak anak tapi ko kena pk kan la adik ko sorang ni..raya nanti nak kasi duit mcm mana siol?? at de moment ada 5 anak sedara je da perit lagi ko tamba lagi 5..tak 10 tu sume..kalau sorang aku kasi 20 ketol,aku total sume skali 2oo siol..ko ingat bapak ko anta aku duit dari pilipin eh search.. ko eh search da jadi mcm besanye sial tau..pakal la ko kakak aku,dara daging aku..ko ingat kawin ni suke2 eh? da tak suke je cerai..kira ape ? ko kawin ni stakat nak halalkan main kepe?? ko nak kawin banyak aku tak eran la search..tapi ko pk kan la anak2 ko bodo nak mampos ko..ko bikin anak tapi sume mana sak pegi..ko tak pk kepe ngandung 9 bulan susa2 datu ko tak tgk dorang membesar cara sempurna..ko pasang lawyer baya beribu2 sampai adik ko sendrik pon ko tipu nak fight custody anak ko,cukop tym skarang ada jantan baru ko kasi arin balik pat bekas laki ko..amirul skarang lari ruma aku sebab dia tak suka tingal beramai..afirul pon ko da tak jaga..pepuki la ko!! hutang ko aku bayakan aku tak pasal tapi aku btolnye bingit anak2 ko terbengkalai..sume anak ko tinggal seperate..sede sial aku,ko tahu tak??ape ko tak ingat ke tym kita budak2..kita 3 bradik idup seperate lpas mak ngan bapak cerai...ko ingat aku tak sede eh tak tinggal dgn ko n murni..abe bila mak da amek balik kita 3 bradek,ko nampak kan betape susa mak besakan kita 3 bradik..pagi2 kita kene bangun tolong mak bukak lopes..da la periuk tinggi penuh dgn air mendidih,nak bukak lopes meleket gila sak..ape ko lupe ke ni sume?? buto la takan ko nak tgk anak ko jadi mcm kita 3 bradik dulu..anak ko 3 ni ko da tak terjaga lagi ko tambakan 5... pukila search,tuari tym mirul datng ruma aku,sede sak aku dgr dia cakap dia tanak balik,dia nak tingal dgn mak..keadaan dia skarang btol remind aku tym aku dulu..aku tahu dia pon mcm aku tak selesa menumpang ruma org...aku sebenarnye malas nak dgr ko nye songeh ko tapi aku btolnye geram la dgn cara ko buat anak ko.. abe lagi aku dengar bakal laki ko,laki org nga process nak cerai..pala buto ladia lom cerai tym tu yg ko sibuknak jadi judge tu buatpe..aku tahu la aku pon perampas mcm ko tapi aku mase ada pendirian,ku tahu mana konek aku diri..aku rampas pompan org bukan bini org bodo...sial la ko.. lagi skarang ko live in dgn dia lom kawin..eh ape sak ko?? ko ingat ko anak mat salleh eh?? ko anak mat zanes la bodo..kita ni meleyu..afterall kita ni still being label s a conservative race no matter how xposed kita dgn western culture..kalau ko nak main,gi la book hotel..ni tidak,ko gi menyusahkan murni lak.. ko tahu tak antara kitab 3 bradik,ko la paling banyak buat mak nangis..tak abes2 kasi mak nangis..n ko tahu tak mulot ko nimcm cibai..aku sumbat ko dgn ape cili pon kompom tak luut..even kalau aku campor cili padi,cili boh,cili kering pon kompom tak jalan..da la search,aku da give up la dgn ko..ko pon da besa,anak pon da 10.. tapi ko don wori la.mcm mana bingit pon aku dgn ko,laki baru ko tetap aku layan..takpe aku plastik psal aku pandang ko kakak aku...aku btol hope la ni last laki yg ko kawin..takyala jadi mcm Nabi kawin 4..tiga da cukop la search..tapi pls ko takya bodek nak pujok aku jadi wali tym ko kawin..kalau ko nak wali ko gi cari sana wali songo..kalau ko mase nak aku jadi wali kompom nanti aku cakap tak sah so give up persuading..aku tanak bersubahat..lantak la ko.. "YA ALLAH YA TUHANKU BERIKANLAH RAHMAT DAN PETUNJUK DGN KAKAK AKU YG CONFUSE NI.TUNJUKANLA KAKAK AKU KE JALAN YG BENAR,AMIN...." sori ar kekawanku sume..aku cuma nak luahkan ape yg terpaut pat dlm pala buto aku..bingit ar aku dgn kakak aku ni..lagi aku tgh 1st day period ni,lupe nak bawak pad lagi... so kekawanku sume yg bujang..aku hope korang pk kan la masak2 sbelum korang kawin..jgn pk kawin juz 4 de sake of kawin..aku tanak korang sume jadi mcm kakak aku..tapi kalau da kawin,walau ape hal pon datang jgn la senang2 nak cerai..pk kan la anak2 korang sbelom korang nak lafazkan cerai..biar kita sume hidup susa tapi jgn kasi anak kita susa..aku end entry aku dgn lagu ni..victim of keluarga cerai berai.. sekian... Momma please stop cryin, I can't stand the sound Your pain is painful and its tearin' me down I hear glasses breakin as I sit up in my bed I told dad you didn't mean those nasty things yousaid You fight about money, bout me and my brother And this I come home to, this is my shelter It ain't easy growin up in World War III Never knowin what love could be, you'll see I don't want love to destroy me like it has donemy family Can we work it out? Can we be a family? I promise I'll be better, Mommy I'll do anything Can we work it out? Can we be a family? I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don'tleave Daddy please stop yellin, I can't stand the sound Make mama stop cryin, cause I need you around My mama she loves you, no matter what she saysits true I know that she hurts you, but remember I loveyou, too I ran away today, ran from the noise, ran away Don't wanna go back to that place, but don't haveno choice, no way It ain't easy growin up in World War III Never knowin what love could be, well I've seen I don't want love to destroy me like it did myfamily Can we work it out? Can we be a family? I promise I'll be better, Mommy I'll do anything Can we work it out? Can we be a family? I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don'tleave In our family portrait, we look pretty happy Let's play pretend, let's act like it comesnaturally I don't wanna have to split the holidaysI don't want two addresses I don't want a step-brother anyways And I don't want my mom to marry again In our family portrait we look pretty happy We look pretty normal, let's go back to that In our family portrait we look pretty happy Let's play pretend, act like it goes naturally In our family portrait we look pretty happy (Can we work it out? Can we be a family?) We look pretty normal, let's go back to that (I promise I'll be better, Mommy I'll doanything) In our family portrait we look pretty happy (Can we work it out? Can we be a family?) Let's play pretend act and like it comes sonaturally (I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don'tleave) In our family portrait we look pretty happy (Can we work it out? Can we be a family?) We look pretty normal, let's go back to that (I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don'tleave) Daddy don't leaveDaddy don't leaveDaddy don't leave Turn around pleaseRemember that the night you left you took myshining star? Daddy don't leaveDaddy don't leaveDaddy don't leaveDon't leave us here alone Mom will be nicerI'll be so much better, I'll tell my brother Oh, I won't spill the milk at dinnerI'll be so much better, I'll do everything right I'll be your little girl foreverI'll go to sleep at night
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